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Thedirections. My girl. Girlfriend. Bestie. Blogging. Chats. Sleeping. Laze around. Daydream. The beach. The park. Town. Whitesands. Shopping. Cash. Forever21. Topshop. Mng. Fcuk. Hearts. Roses. Walks. Alcohol. Junkfood. Maggi mee. Sushi. Korean cuisine. Meiji & Cadbury. Dark black chocolates. Secret.

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My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer-.



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Agnes Ailin Andrew Angela Becky Beefy Carina&Lydia Carina Cassandra Casxn Charzzy Chener Cheryl Cindy girlfriend Denyse Faizal Fiona Geraldine Hanwen Jeanette Kai Kim Lydia Marcia Melle Patricia Phoebe Syy Shirleen darling Timothy Ting Triton Weelyn
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DIGITAL LOVE

Thursday, August 31, 2006
Entry : Greatest love of all.
Had prelims the past two days. Silly me chose the wrong topic question for Social Studies ! -ahbish. So it's not guaranteed that I can still get my B. Pure Chemistry Practical was quite difficult, nd the science Bio/Phy Practical was moderately okay I guess. Of course, there were many incorrect answers. Lol. 1 short week of 'holidays', nd back for more prelim papers to deal with. Gahh. I need to focus badly yanno.

Anw, to my lovely Jayne nd Melle. HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN ! (: loveloves.

Tuesday afternoon was spent at my home. Jaslyn, Jayne nd I. We cooked maggi mee together ! Spicy Tom Yam flavoured noodles. Lol. Then we tried to revise for science practicals. We even had time to snack nd watch comedy on the laptop! Gosh.

Yesterday afternoon, we went for Seoul garden to celebrate Jayne's birthday. I'm like the one doing the most work : cooking nd peeling prawns for both of them ! I'm good lah. So yeah, we had a great big meal there. Hahas. Then met Jaslyn in the night to do some Emath at Whitesands, but was not productive please ! AHAHAH. I had a Mcchicken while she ordered Mcflurry. Went home nd I've still got wanton soup marmi bought for me. Aware of the gluttons ? Hurhur.

Almost considered late for school again. Teachers' day celebration today, theme was 'Bollywood'. Super interesting. Especially when we got to throw down paper cranes from the galleria. Students as well as teachers performed. Ms Leong nd Ms Thanabal were very prettyyy ! Ex-seniors came back as well, liven up the whole school hall. Haha. Shir's one happy lucky girl eh ? I didn't get to see ______ though. Hmms. Oh we bought for our teachers a cake, nd they each had a cactus (? retarhd) too.

Quite a simple preparation. But some of us were disgusted when you people dived straight for the cake after serving the teachers, nd USED YOUR FUCKING FINGERS TO GRAB PIECES OF THE CAKE TO EAT. Omfg. So turn off lah. Eat also don't bother etiquette. That's why we were too grossed out nd left. We paid a dollar to see the cake action like that. Ha ha.

Lunched at Sumo house first. Then we trained down to Marina Square for shopping. They bought some stuffs alr, Shir nd I got for ourselves those gems for fun. Sweet ! We're also going to get those things we want, if possible after buying gifts. Tried to hunt for Cindy's present too, but to no avail, only bought part of it. Jayne was nice, I gave her a chuppachups lollipop, she gave me an even bigger nd colourful one ! Walked around for hours before going home.

Ugly ugly awful me. There's so much more I want to rant about. But its okay, keep it to myself (: Like what Shir told me she'd do.

Anyhoo. My voice still isn't getting any better. Goodness. Oh oh ! I had maggi mee again for dinner. It's yummy.

Charzzy. Hello hello. Yes, we must do well alright ! I can't wait too. Ehehehheh.
Jeanette. Haha ! How do you know I love the slang !
Shir. Dearest, how's it mann. Lol. Better teach me amath or I'll flunk again. Okay ? Hehs.
Kai. Wow so how do you find it ? Hahas.

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8:39 PM

Monday, August 28, 2006
Entry : Like those butterflies so free.
Sunday was reaallyy good. I was early to tuition for once, even teacher was surprised. But Jaslyn nd I had awfully bad sore throat that we couldn't talk much. Lol. Then, three of us headed to Sumo house for our lunch together. Yummy yums. After which we walked a long distance to Syy's house nd I took a bus down to the Tanah Merah train station to go town.

Met marmi at DFS outside. Sister didn't come along (because there's this thing going on that marmi have to prioritise..) Went to Burberry nd OMFG. She got me a top along with hers (I thought that there must be something fishy). Bribary perhaps. HAHAHA joking.
Then we went on to Guerlain for me to try on the makeups. I looked so. Dramaqueen. So only got the liquid foundation nd loose powder, which cost her a bomb. Seriously, I don't see a problem with Mac makeups yanno ? It's cheaper by so much. All's almost the same quality to me.

Walked to Tangs to find stuffs nd sister's watch, but to no avail. We bought yakitoris, snacks nd yoghurt along the way. Saw this 'Singapore's Bartenders Association' showcase. Pretty cool. Had to go down to Centrepoint to get my heels at Studio. Last pair ! Phews. Took a bus ride to Plaza Singapura to settle down at Cafe Cartel's for dinner. Scrumptious meal, super filling ! We shared 2 ala cartes nd the sweet rainbow ice-cream. Burrrp. Dad came to fetch us home after meal, reached home at 11:31pm.

I was late for the bus this morning. Cabbed down to school, wasting $6.90 ! adflkewroil. English prelim examination wasn't too bad. Manageable, but I did mistakes lah. Went whitesands for hamburger lunch at Macs while reading the SS pocketguide again. Continued with it in the library with hershey's kisses as well, though I fell asleep at some parts. Haha. Had the American hotdog before heading home too. I'm not too happy at the end of the day. Some people almost ruined it, nd I didn't get to eat my Cavanas. Bahhh.

Charmaine. I miss sitting infront of you nd Jan ! Ahahah. Nd I so agree, though studying is impt. Ehehheh.
Shirleen. It's 7:13pm now. I shall start studying at 8pm then ! Lazy to carry on, I might fall asleep. Btw, your earrings are with me girl. Goodness haha.

TIME FOR MAGGI MEE ! ooh lala.

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6:43 PM

Sunday, August 27, 2006
Entry : Perfect blossom.
So it's alr past midnight but I thought I'd blog for awhile first ? Later would be time to attend the morning mass in church nd then tuition till afternoon. Lol.

Had lunch with family at the nearby hawker today. Good food lah. But I'm still having a bad cough, throat pain nd flu. Yes, sick. Due to my wanting to drink Jaslyn's corn milk a few days ago when she was sick. So the virus attacked me ! Hahaha. I'm having my honey-&-lemon strepsils but it's finishing. Only have 1 pathetic lozenges left.

Met up with Cindy at Cityhall to go shopping. Saw many many nice stuffs. Oh we were even asked to do the Women's Weekly's 'kiss' thing at the citylink, nd we left with the free sample of Elizabeth Arden's lipstick kit. Ahahahah. Very funny please !

So anw. Went Marina Sq to help Cindy find her graduation dress. It was diffiult ! Ahahs. Oh I saw two seniors, Yuping nd Charlene (I miss them nd the others !). After the whole hunting-downs, girlfriend has bought another sweet dress instead of her previously planned one. Then we headed to that *pretty accessories shop I showed her. To my surprise, the lovely necklace I wanted wasn't on sales alr. Goodness I was super sad. She gotten herself a necklace to match her dress while I got the earrings (in case they disappear too haha !). Splurge.

Then we went to Tampines, settled in Macs to have our fastfood dinner. Hahas. Tried to read the SS pocketguide I just bought, but to no avail. My brains couldn't take in anything ! Decided to go home then. I still had fried rice when I returned back. Nd when I showed the earrings to marmi, she said it wasn't nice ! Omfg I'm so frustrated by her remarks. I'm not going to waste my money. Nd I'm still wondering when she'll be bringing me out to buy my heels. Rarhh.

I've so much I want to do after the O's ! Like designing shoes, making necklaces nd all. I love all these. But now I dread studying. Seeing classmates stressing out to mug just makes me want to push everything aside nd go to sleep or stone. I can't stand it.

Before I forget, let me introduce my friend, syy. She's nice. Lol. My funny nd trustable good friend I've known for years alr. Nd also, thnks Char for commenting (:

Enough for this entry. I shall go get a drink now. Tatas.

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12:20 AM

Thursday, August 24, 2006
Entry : The party don't stop.
Was that you ? Why do I keep thinking back when all's over. Almost everything's reminding me.

I just found out that about 8 others bought the same Daniel Yam dress as me :

(Okay I know, awful). These makes things even worrying. Luckily, no news about any classmates having it. Maybe the notice I passed around the class (nd even having to post it up on the classroom board) was effective enough. I suppose the dress is 'too popular'. Lol. The school's all to blame for making white/off-white as the theme colour every year.

I was sort of rude on Monday afternoon. I'm sorry to whoever it may concern whom I've offended in anyway. Because of the stupid humid weather, nd my silly useless mouth, I rephrased my question in the wrong way. It made it sound as if I'm such a horrible person. Am I ? Oh my tiann.

Anw. Biology mocks wasn't really an examination eh ? Spent more time rushing through my Geography CAJ. Had my English Olevel orals on Tuesday too. Glad that it's over nd done with. I alr sensed that the theme on 'Racial Harmony' could come out for it, but no one bothered lah. Went pretty alright, hopefully they didn't have high expectations because we conversed only a few minutes. I moodswing-ed the whole day, super effed up, but no particular reason. I guess. Thnks Jaslyn for being my companion. Ahahs.

Yesterday, went Tampines with them again. Jaslyn nd I helped Jayne to find her dress ! Now everything's settled alr. Back at whitesands, a group of guys walked passed. One exclaimed : "Whitesand's library is the best place in Singapore!" AHAHAH. Funny person lah ?

Going to accompany Cindy to Marina Sq this Saturday to get her dress as well. Then next week, would be the start of Prelims. Friday's a celebration, so we'd have time to hunt for accessories nd heels :D Hoho.

I wrote my English essay today. I like it alot. Whitesands this afternoon. Had my lunch-dinner at Cavanas. Yummy. Then we headed to the library for an hour or so, Jaslyn nd I reading books to one another.

Yes ! From the children's section. HAHAHA. It was effing nyce to see colourful pictures nd big words. Why are adults' nd teens' ones so dull ? Oh yes. Just watched the night news on the IMF which would be held in Singapore's Suntec Conventional Centre. Interesting stuff.

You know what. I can't wait to hear more about the IMF meeting !
Nd I can't wait for graduation night too.
After the Olevels.
Then out of school. Gone.

I can't stand it. You're affecting my studies nd concentration. Some say, you don't deserve to be called a B* as it would just be an insult to the dogs. Not my fault that there's such an unpleasant comment though.

Jeanette : Hey ! Thnks for your new updates. Cool talks we had ! -slang. Ahahah.
Guanwei : Don't worry ! Lol.
Shir : Hello dear girl (:
Angela : Pretty sweetie ! You'll look much better than me :D I can't wait to see lovely Angela !
Kai : HAHAHA. Still read my blog huh ?

Love the comments !

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8:21 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006
Entry : I'm th queen you're my king.
This weekend has been a whirl of happenings for me.

I've currently know 2 girls who alr have the same graduation dress as me. Lol. But not much worries, the way we look with different designs will differ from one another. Hopefully, there isn't others who are planning to get the same dress too. Sheesh.

Saturday morning had breakfast at Bedok85. Ordered my Chai Chee pork porridge. Hahas. Afternoon was spent at the temple praying. I don't know why, but I into the columbarium to wipe the dust off the picture of my aunt's. I have never thought of doing that at first. I stood there staring. Then evening was at church for mass with friends. Walked around at Tampines with Jaslyn after that. We had our banana milkshakes ! Simply yummilicious.

Sunday was tuition in the morning. I was so stressed up yanno ? I was the last to leave the class nd hand up my work, imcompleted. Out of a sudden, I went into a daze. I thought of studies. I got angry with myself. I felt stupid. I had no idea, no control over my emotions. When we went into ljs for lunch, I just sat there nd started crying. It was a fucking awful sight. Mascara smudged around my eyes. Oh my tiann, something's just not right with me. Sigh.

Sorry Jaslyn nd Syy for making you both worry so much today. Yet, thanks for being there for me. Trying to cheer me up. I suppose I'm just depressed over some matters. Won't elaborate further.


We met up with Kelsey too. Hahaha it was good to catch up with one another. Oh, bought this new ice cream from 7eleven (: (ruguo.ai). Nice ! Then after which I left to meet Cindy at whitesands.

We did the PChem mcq test at Macs. Then met into da ge nd friends. Chatted. By the time it was after 11.30pm when I went home, I saw my marmi at the void deck waiting for me. Oh my tiann ! Scary thing. Sorry for talking back. You had nothing to say back eh ? Hmm. But she was sort of nice, for buying me my stuff nd preparing porridge for me when we got back. Hahahs. Washed the dishes, packed my bag nd all. Time to sleep nd off to school within a few hours time !

Thnks Lydia nd Shirleen for commenting (:

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1:18 AM

Friday, August 18, 2006
Entry : Love so tainted.
Came home an hour ago.
The house is reeeaallyyy quiet again. Sigh.
I'm all alone once more.

I seriously ended up sleeping instead of studying. Woke up late as well. Printer jammed this morning while I was rushing to get things done. Hard time yanking the paper out. Missed the bus, so Jaslyn nd I flagged a cab down. The song playing in the taxi was super retarhded.

In school, my magazines were being passed around like FOC. I should charge next time lah lol. Oh, got caught nd sent to RTC. Earrings confiscated till after Prelims. Aww. Mr Tan told us : Beware, you will have bad luck today. Why didn't we believe his nonsense this time round ? Haha. Because the next lesson, we had spot checks. How gayy.

Then Geography mocks after school was difficult. I almost took the wrong bearings for my map-reading. Ahahs. Everything was in a hurry. Even during Emath nd Physics. WHY MANN.

It's Friday. Everyone's out having fun. I'm home alone. zxcvasdfqwer ! Rawrr.

Another weekend ! A pile big plonk of homework by the side of my table. Looking at it makes me feel lazy. Start tomorrow or something ? I want to cook my maggi mee now. Ehehehhehs.

herTORMENTED heart
6:52 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006
Entry : Take me by the hand.
Omfg ahahah. Came home at about evening after dinner at whitesands, but I spent ALL my time reading newspapers nd magazines (Seventeen, Teens & Teenage) like wth right ? Sister's fault for passing me all those. Lol. It's alr 9.06pm ! Goodness gracious.

My hump. My humjipeng hump hump ! Ahahahah. - ger & nat ; jaslyn nd jayne walks away.


I've got Geography Qn5 to type out which is due tomorrow, as well as to study for the mocks. Only did halfway reading of the text. AHH. I want to scream. -pulls hair. I'll have to try nd work my brains OT for today. Pray I won't end up sleeping like the usual.

Excited for graduation night ? Hahas. I somehow fear. Saw other class' slideshow aftet school, nd to me, it was far much better than what I did for ours ): Bad thing. I was surprise though, that they could hand up the slideshow weeks after the dateline. HOW CAN ? I'm so dumb lah.

For _____. I'm appalled by what you've become like. It's worse off than being retarhded. Seriously.

Thanks beefy (gen) for commenting (: withlove !

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8:56 PM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Entry : Smeared black tears.
We've gotten back our report cards just yesterday. Looking at it, with comparison from classmates, I suppose mine was pretty bad ? 4 red marks. It was depressing enough for me to get so fucked up. My L1R5 couldn't take me anywhere at all.

Took cab to school again today since I missed the last bus. I was quite early upon reaching, but wasted my allowance. No money to spend on recess nd lunch. Gahh. There goes my food.

Had Pure Chemistry mocks. Super difficult ! I just don't seem to get a hang of the subject. I think it's unfair btw, that some people are copying during this exam paper. Even looking at each other's script is a form of cheating. Have you all no sense of integrity ? Don't twist words to make them sound as if there was no wrong doings.

Went to whitesands till 7 with the usuals. Then was home, to cook my maggi mee nd snack on junk food. Couldn't start on Geography CAJ nd Qn5 since they're all left in school. I've tore out all the pages from the Geography text alr. Now, to start revising for Friday's mocks.

Was looking at some chain mails. Some are meaningful lol. Oh yes, sister bought the magazines I wanted alr ! I can read happily ehehhehh.

So, people do read my blog eh ? HAHA. This I can guess.

I don't like changes.
I don't like anything to do with that girl.
Most suitable word. Hypocrite.
Period.

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Am I really fat ? ): I'll try to diet alright ? It's just the stress I'm facing and the anger I'm trying to put off everyday. Eating is the easiest way out for me yanno. Don't have to say it so straightforwardly. Can be quite sensitive okay. It's hard to break the habit once more, but fine. I'm determine. Help me, anyone ?
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9:46 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006
Entry : Keep moving nd shake that ass.
Marmi confirmed the chalet for us ! Oh yays.

There was no theory mocks for Pure Chemistry today. I fucking wasted my time rushing through reading parts of the text in the morning. Anw. I love group chats with Cindy, Charmaine nd Jan ! Ahahah they never fail to make me laugh. School's pretty alright, had dinner as usual with Jayne nd Jaslyn at whitesands. We had some girl talks as well.

Cindy, do you read my blog ? You know what. Although there are times when things goes wrong, sometimes I feel like you're one of the few I can confide in and keep this friendship going even after graduating. Can I ? We actually even made plans to go bangkok in the future, nd stay in close contact. You even told me you'd invite me to your wedding nd vice versa ! To think of it, I would love to do all these. Hahah.

I was thinking. It's either I'm just too paranoid, or someone's changing. But after affirmation with some others, it has nothing to do with me.

Natalie shall not procrastinate ! I'd be studying for tomorrow's Emath test right after blogging. Mensuration & Algebra. Oh my tiann. I can forget about completing homeworks.

Btw. Did I say how much I detest people who have NO STYLE OF THEIR OWN. Fancy copying others. Sheesh.

Oh yes. I should, on the other hand, cut down on my crudeness nd hostility. Lol.

herTORMENTED heart
9:02 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006
Entry : Her beautifully broken.
Tanning at sentosa was pretty alright, wasn't too successful though. We went to Siloso beach like the previous time. Oh nd three unfamiliar wakeboarders (?) had to purposely walk all the way to our end of the beach, stand in front of us and wakeboard right there in our view. Uhh ? Whatever.

So yeah, this was our bus transport on the way back to the terminal. Super funny. Elderlys were frantically trying to get up the bus. Jaslyn added some inside joke. Hahas.

The black cat popped by our house just now, again. It's meows were so loud that I could hear it from my room even when the door was closed. Anw, mum gave it fresh milk to make it go away.

I got a little retarhded this afternoon. When we walked pass Subway nd Kimage, I was singing nd shouting like nobody's business. Oh my tian. Then guess what, they could actually hear from inside the shops. Also, Jaslyn was trying to feed me ice cream but I went to smell it first. Lol. My goodness.

I don't know what the fuck I'm doing today, spending my whole of 6 hours online. There's Pure Chemistry mock theory tomorrow. I bet the class studied for it. But lazy me, I couldn't be bothered to even read my text. My chances of passing is beyond hope.

All I do is just eat, sleep, laugh nd stone all day. I can also get so agitated easily. Tell me why man.

I think I'm going mad, seriously. Everything's not in focus. FUCK.

Thnks Agnes for commenting (:

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11:15 PM

Saturday, August 12, 2006
Entry : Crept out in silence.
Eleven of August. I had only an hour's sleep last night. Super tired !

Eleven of August. Physics nd Biology mock practicals. Hopefully alright.

Eleven of August. The results for MT Olvl exam. Even 30 minutes before, I started to get paranoia. I got a fucking B3. Do you know how disappointed I was ? I wanted needed at least that A2, seriously. There's no use retaking anw, since it was my orals that screwed the whole thing. Sigh. I've got so much to rant, but forget it lah.

Eleven of August. Happy Birthday, BEN.

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Fhorn section outing * Haagen Daz treat on Thursday was heavenly ! We had chocolate fondue nd ice creams. Then we decided to walk around. We took pictures together as well. I miss the lovely section. Ahahs. Oh, I so love the shops Accesorize & Diva <3 we went to ! I'm going to go back there for the accessories, the ones I fell for. Save money first. Hahas.

Da ge came to see me yesterday. Thnks ! After which I went to whitesands to wait for Jaslyn to have lunch together. We talked at the foodcourt instead hahahah. Couldn't resist food anymore ! Having no food the since I awoke. Ate my fries at Macs then soon kueh too (: Happy girl for the time being.

We trained down to Tanah Merah to meet Geraldine, then off to town. Graduation shopping, it's a headache please. Ended up just walking around to look at Fareast. Headed home after. Remembered there's so much school stuff to do. Gosh.

There she goes, nagging again. I reached back around 10 nd she didn't see me. By the time she checked on me, it was about 11.20pm ! Accusing that I went out till so late, not bothering to tell. Sheesh. I got a long day alr please.

You want to threaten me by cutting my dress nd spoil it ? GO AHEAD. I don't really like it anw. But accusing me all the time is one thing I hate the most. Do I have the word 'rebellious' labelled on me that makes you go against me ? You always have this thinking that I mix with bad company. Wth. I told you I was at school nd you didn't believe. Like wtf. It was the release of Olvl results, parents would at least ask their child how'd they fare. But you didn't, because you didn't even realise I sat for my papers from the start.
Marmi, won't you ever know or care a little more ?


I can't stand it. Shall go out for my tanning nd church with Jaslyn ltr. Thnks shir nd lydia for commenting (:

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8:59 AM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Entry : Everything meant to be.
Sports carnival / National Day celebration at the Tampines stadium was quite an event. Had Macs with the girls before heading there. Theme for the class was eyeliner nd french-plaited hair. Pictures to upload when I have the time. Games substitute the usual running competitions. No more banner-makings nd all. Sort of saddening ? It wasn't the same anymore.

Yes, there are changes everywhere. What has happened to our school nd the students ? Sheesh. It seems to becoming a neighbourhood school alr. Nd HAPPY NATIONAL DAY. Yet, do anyone notice how the atmosphere is so different now ? Not all bother to be enthusiastic about this special day. Oh well. Walk around the hdb flats nd look for yourselves, there aren't alot of Singapore flags hanging like there used to, for the past years. Maybe it's just me thinking too much.

So anw. Shir nd I went to do our eyebrows again. Then met the others at town, searching for their dresses etc. Geraldine, Jaslyn nd Jayne looked nice. Hahas. Shir is so right, graduation night's quite a headache mann. Ate dinner at fareast before heading home soon after. I found the heels to match my dress at the end of the day. Studio !

No one asked me out for shopping today. My tiann, I am feeling bitchyy once more. Went whitesand Macs to do Physics / Bio with Cindy instead. We rotted for 4 straight hours ! Butt hurts hor ? Ehehehehs.

Ahh. There's alot of homework for me to complete. I'm left with :
- 1/2 biology exam paper (ignored the section Bs)
- Emath Damai papers 1&2
- Amath integration, Damai papers 1&2
- Geography Qn 5 Essay
- Social Studies Pg 26-28 on Venice
- Pure Chem ws
- Studying for Pure Chem mock theory

I was just in deep thoughts. To enter poly, which course should I take up ? I would opt for business, but I would love design too ! Friends all say, design suits me well. Yet I don't think that I have the ability, or even portfolios. Goshh.

Perhaps, loved. Sigh.

Had steamboat for dinner with family. It was tom-yam-spicy nd yummy ! Watched the ndp live on television together. Did the washing of dishes. I'm tired now, tomorrow will be fhorn section outing at haegen daaz. Cheers !

Thnks Agnes, Shir nd Angela for commenting (:

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10:30 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006
Entry : Pour the champagne.

I typed an essay long for blogspot nd the laptop just switched off automatically. Like omfg.

It has been aeons since I last blogged ! Having troubleshoot with Msn repeatedly as well. In short, brother is to blame for doodling with the modem. My gosh. Anyhow, there has been many happenings. We are having tests almost everyday, nd teachers are handing out copies of past exam papers. I have not plan my time yet. I need to adapt nd sort things out quickly.

Anw, gotten back our English Prelim orals. It was horrible lah ? I had the lowest in class, with a score of 10.5/20. Not expected. On the other hand, the Emath test was alright, considering that I have been failing all the while. We are getting back the MT Olvl results soon too.

Had this big big argument with my mum last Wednesday night. It was fucking loud nd all. But seriously, it was not only my fault. The silent treatment went on for two days. We refused to be on speaking terms. But its alright now.

Spent Friday night having a twosome with Jaslyn, lol. So we went to our usual Whitesands having Cavanas for lunch. Then we motivated ourselves to do Emaths worksheets till late (:

On Saturday afternoon, left the house to meet up with Jaslyn nd Shir at Tampines. They gave me this cute balloon. Ahahahs. So we walked around, played at the arcade nd searched for a suitable salon for hairstyling nd nails. More or less settled alr. Then off to church for mass. After which I had to rush home for dinner then town. The black tears fell hard-. Mum brought me to Tangs. Daniel Yam for the third time. I had two choices to decide. Then we also looked around Guess nd others, but to no avail. Back home, dinner nd supper was chicken curry. Haha.

Late for tuition as usual. On the way home, I dropped my Swavroski butterfly pendant worth 60bucks. Wth. I haven’t told mum though. I don’t know how to tell her. Lol. Then met Jayne nd Jaslyn to head to town. Helped to look around for their dresses. Jaslyn nd I bought our Adidas landyard, finally ! One item striked off. We lunched at Kobayashi too. Yummy.

From Cine, I zoomed back to Pacific Plaza to meet Mum nd sister, perspiring along the way. Went into Stussy for sister’s top but there was no sizes. Saw Agnes favourite guy hahahah. So yeah, they went to get my dress nd girl stuffs first. Lol (I'll show another time). Wisma surfbabe next. Sister bought this Emily tee, nd wanted the belt from the Ripcurl white skirt so I took the skirt for her. 69bucks ! Mum not too happy, yet few more stamps nd I can redeem my card ! Oh yay. Dinner out with dad before heading home. That is about all.

I feel like going into design. Rarrh.


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9:46 PM