Weilun. Yeah beef !
Agnes. Wow, not bad ah ! Easy to contact you. Ahahah. Hurry so who's planning th get together ?
Beefy. Haha yeap, thnks. Have you gone back t band yet ?
Melle. Lol. Okay thnks.
Lydia. Yeap I hope so, it's near th Tanah Merah one. I don't know whats th name ? Lol. Th section going is it. When are they free huh ? I'm waiting haha.

You know there's this Japanese girl called Akemi ?
I think she's HOTT.

Anw. I've got news.
SHIR IS BACKK FROM HK ! (:
Can you like see my smile. Hahahah.
Nd she bought me an oriental belt.
This time its green with butterflies ! Lalaa.

So it was her first day of work.
It was Karen's nd my 4th day only.
I've collected a 10bucks spiff, that's good !
But only did 1 booking nd 3 fax today.
You know people, being a telemarketer is not easy ):
Oh, we had th kimchi cup noodles again. Yum.
This time round, I got t ate it al. Yayy.

So sorry. There was a spelling mistake previously.
Haha okay spotted. HINDER.
Thnks for those who told me about it.
Also, I got mixed up with th dates.
Lol.

Friday schedule
1130am-3pm : Ikea with Jaslyn !
4pm-8pm : Work
After 8pm : Bugis with Karen & Shir !
Saturday schedule
4pm-8pm : Work
Sunday schedule
Going t Th Scene again !
Monday Schedule
Re-confirming : Out with Jayne & Jaslyn !
4pm-8pm : Work
Tuesday Schedule
4pm-8pm : Work (Pay day !)
After 8pm : Out with Jayne !
Wednesday Schedule
4pm-8pm : Work
After 8pm : Satays nd drink !

End of entry.

¤`fai/zÂL ` If we could live without a care » says:
nat u melt so many guys there
* ; lips of an angel . ♥ &screammmm says:
ya
* ; lips of an angel . ♥ &screammmm says:
because i gave them ice cubes under th hot sun (:

herTORMENTED heart
11:45 PM

Angela. Yes girl ! But it's not interesting. Have you ? (:
Cindy. YES ! Super. Should sms yanno haha.
Hoistapolosis. I sleep okay ! Really hahas. Sorry I don't really want tagboards again x)

Awoke late. Few bites of dougnut.
Just th 3rd day. Not really good.
Only 1 freaky client.
Then my colleague pranked me. Lol.
Hilarious luhh.
Bought th kimchi cup noodles for break.
Karen introduced ! Yummy nice.
I haven't even finish half of it.
Threw it away. Rarh ):<
Then trained back nd bought bubble tea !
First drink of th day. Woahh.

Can’t wait t colour my hair.
Hurryyyyy.
Can’t wait t get t partying.
Hurryyyyy.

I’m waiting for Wednesday too.
After work I have something t look forward t.
My 2-chicken-2-mutton-2-dunno-what-satays.
As well as th drink !
Yes, I shall only pick out 1 drink (:

Was watching th ‘Voices’ mv on Mtv.
Saosin’s vocalist has a good voice I realised.
Click here!
Then there's this band HINDER ! Nice song.
Had a hard time recalling th name.
'Lips of an Angel'. Loveeee it.
Tell me what you think yeap ?
Click here!
Haha. Anw.
I heard another song that somehow appeals me (:
Maybe th video seems interesting too.
Click here!
Anna Molly - Incubus.

Update-/

I suddenly thought of band ):
Th drills nd song pieces.
Somehow I really miss it. Esp th section.
I miss th seniors nd juniors.
Those fun times we bonded together.

At first I abhorred going for practices.
Maybe because it wasn't my choice cca.
Oh nd I never fitted in anw.
Really.
Others influenced me not t attend too.
Sec 1 & 2, I ponned nd went out instead.
Sec 3 onwards however,
didn't expect myself t change.
I grew a liking towards th band music.
I thought, why should I care about what others think ?
Or even about who I should hang out with ?
But of course, th people were al nice.
Arts Alive! & band camp nd VCH.
Balloon hats was fun.
Then Panther Fire came into my mind.
I started humming th tune to it.
Th greatest performance with sir.
He was a big impact.
Though a man of few words.

Seniors we've left.
Despite many changes now,
I'm sure SACCB will always make us proud.
I want to go back nd visit (:
But I need t find time as well.
Nd I want to find others t go with.
Would love t hear th juniors,
play a few lovely pieces for us. Yes ?

herTORMENTED heart
10:17 PM

Cindy. Yes girlfriend, haha ! Linked alr :D
Agnes. Hey hottie. I've prepared t email long time ago alr just that I've got this stucked job now it seems impossible t change. Lol. Thnks btw.
Denyse. Yeap ! With al th pretty lightings in town (:
Beefy. That's th way ! Ahahah. Lovely name for th blog.

My goodness it's only th 2nd dayy.
Only 4 hours per dayy.
Can you imagine ? Nd I'm dreading alr.
Today was quite good for us luhh.
Considering I'm still quite new nd slow,
I've got 3 bookings nd 1 fax ahahahah.
Shirrrrr, when you come back from HK.
I will love you even more.
Haha, hurry come join me & Karen.
Oh we found out public holidays still have t work.
Even CHRISTMAS ! That's nuts luhh.

Met marmi nd Cassan in town at OG.
Ate at Cartel's super yummy haha.
I only had kinder buenos nd sweets th entire day.
My life is becoming so mundane.
No interesting fooddd.
I so miss Jaslyn & Jayne too ):

herTORMENTED heart
11:51 AM

Melody. Hahaha no, I'm not jealous. I think she misses us. Lol !
Cindy. Ahahah, how did you find out.
Denyse. Yaaaa. We should get together yanno (:
Beefy. Yeap, enjoy reading ? Lol. Where's your new url ?

Wasted my time going out with them yesterday.
Went t Th Scene eager for colour.
Didn't get t do my hair in th end >:(
Price was so costly nd th person wasn't in.
Had t go back again. Omfg.
Bought this necklace at Wisma.
Looks like some plastic jewellery w swavroski crystal.
But it's like expensive luhh.
My brother became so gayyy as well ?
He bought a 179bucks bracelet. Sheesh.
Then he completed th time crisis thing again.
Gayy.

Awoke late in th afternoon today.
Like wth, nobody was at home alr.
ND I WAS GIVEN NO MONEY T EAT.
So I went out soon after t meet Karen.
First day of work after briefing.
Pretty boring nd al ? Hopeless.
Feelings of rejection.
I think I can't survive for long in there ):
Seriously, it isn't my forte.
Not what I'm suited for.
All th while I've been thinking
of B&J's as well as Zara. Should I ?

If I had th ability. Darnn.

Then I went home, ate a lot !
Since I only had 7eleven mash potato earlier,
I ate cup noodles, porridge nd rice.
So junky.
High in carbos. Screeeaamm.
Tmr same routine.
Parents questioned about my job.
I feel so frustrated telling them about it.
Fuck mann.

herTORMENTED heart
12:52 AM

Jonne. Aiya, nvm luhh. Haha.
Beefy. But workinig after school is tough ! Haha, th in-charge said that there is a need t still fufill "2 weekdays & 1weekend" from 6pm-11pm. $30 deducted for uniform. $45 for 24hours as stated on application form. If I'm not wrong, I calculated it t be $3.75 per hour. Not sure.
Lydia. Haha ! Talk t me about it ya.

I want t go back, blogging about my dailys :)
WARNING! : It's going t be a long entry.

Th past 2 days I actually remembered my dreams !
MAYBE 'CAUSE I WORRIED WHAT T GET FOR SIS.
So like I dreamt I went out with her.
Along with her friends (erm Pamela nd ?)
Then they got her presents.
Not me ! I couldn't find any.
Nd that Nicolette pierced her tongue.
So I was very shocked.
That's pretty much about it.
MAYBE 'CAUSE I'M GUILTY ABOUT STUDIES.
So like I had t meet this tcher after Olevel sci.
Then another handed me my book.
So I exclaimed "I like this book ! How you know ?"
I flipped t th cover, it was.
My Primary 6 mathematics workbook. Lol.
So I was forced t finish it up.
That I missed my next day Olevel math papers.
So I was th last 10 girls who failed th Os ?
I had to migrate nd I was crying like shiet ):
MAYBE 'CAUSE I WANT IT T HAPPEN.
.. (More on my private blog)

Bugis with Marmi nd Cassan for lunch.
Tauhu Telor was yummily crisp.
Then collected their Swatch watches.
Suddenly my ezlink became invalid :\
Job-seeking again with Shir nd Karen at Raffles.
I hope it was okayy.
Then walked t th concert hall before it started t rain.
Bus-ed t Harbourfront before training back.
Cindy called me out.
Met up with her at Tampines.
Girlfriend nd I were ah-lianing with each other AHAHAH.
Hilarious luhh. Laughed so loud.

Replaced my ezlink in th afternoon.
Shopping at Bugis yesterday with Jayne & Jaslyn !
So like we had our set meals at th Bugiscafe. Yummys.
Nd Jaslyn bought a dress t wear ! Sweet.
Saw tees at this shop, th young girl's super friendly (:
Bought 2, one for my sister nd one for me. Hahaha.
Got some sushis, walked around before heading town.
Met marmi t go Paragon's Metro for night sales.
Fashion showcase. Everything was at 20%.
Girl's favourite Pierre Cardin.
Dorothy Perkins ! Bought a basic nd th other.
Then also bought Chomel hair accesories.
Dropped by Coffeebean for our drinks.
Pure chocolate ice blended with whipped cream ! Yum.

Went down t dad's pub.
There was this not-young butch.
Said I look like my dad, haha.
Anw most were Malays as th songs were Malay.
Then a Caucasian came in t drink.
He went drunk pls. Sheesh.
Offered us each a small glass of beer.
Started dancing t himself nd talked t us al !
HAHAHA I was busy laughing at him.
Th bartop dancers were quite good :\
First time upclose t such a scene.
They danced. One was showing her butt luhh ! Haha.
A guy was pleasingly upskirting her.
Another lifted up her top.
The guys went up, slipped money into her bra.
Like wow, I could see her -ahem.
Since they pulled open her bra. I think they enjoyed.
Urhh, eww ?
So we went off for supper at 2.15am.
I had wonton noodles, omgg. Lol.
Homed after that.
At th end of th day, my clothes smelled of smoke.

Was reading 'Queen of Babble' - Meg Cabot in bed.
Woke up early t use th laptop (:
Then without notice, marmi says t go out for lunch.
So everyone washed up nd dashed out.
What's with al th rushing eh.
Like wth ? I'm not even prepared.
I wanted t change nd she told me off.
So fine, I'm not going out, not eating.
Even if it meant th whole day, go ahead.

Updated.
YOU KNOW WHAT.
I WANT T BE RECRUITED INTO B&J'S.
REALLY REALLY PLS.
HAHA.

herTORMENTED heart
1:08 PM

Cindy. Please wait for th poor girl here.
Angela. Hahas, thnks babe ! (:
Jeanette. Changed.
Melody. Where is she now. Haha ! Quite a while luhh ? Not bad right.
Lydia. Yes ! Ms Burberyy when will you pass t me ! Haha
Jonne. Difficult luhh.

Lydia asked me t update. Lol.

Met up with Jaslyn on Sunday at Whitesands.
We couldn't find any job vacancies at downtown ):

Last day of th Olevels on Monday ! Three cheers.
But how I wish I could retake al over again.
I'd promise t study properly. Really.
Replaced my atm card like finally.
Caught the movie 'Step Up' !
HOTT.
Especially Channing Tatum. Omgg.
Then off to Vivo, was looking for jobs at th same time.
Ate my grilled fish pasta at Food Republic (:

Tuesday was the FUNNIEST.
I supposed t attend th briefing for th first 3mth thing ?
But I woke up at 8.30am when it starts at 9am !
Nd I just sat up on bed, stoning.
Marmi came in t ask, but I just laughed.
By th time I reached th school hall it was 9.45am
Al I saw was "Happy Holidays!"
Everybody was walking out so
I ran t th toilet. Haha.
So embarrassing luhh.
Collect th form nd went t Melody's place.
Had yummy pizzas ! (Thnks)
Went home t change then meet Jaslyn.
Wrote our applications at ToysRus.
I think its useless.

Interview today at Fish&Co.
Pretty alright, super short.
I LOVE THAT PLACE LUHH.
But sadly, they'd only take me if I can work
even after getting results.
Waited for Shir at Plaza Singapura.
Bought takoballs & carrot juice ! Yums.
Headed t Vivo again.
Aldo's too classy for me luhh.
Well, we shopped at Diva, haha.
Met up with Karen nd Feebs at Cityhall
then trained back t Dhouby Ghaut.
Job-seeking at some place, quite weird ?
Cabbed down to Raffles City,
not realising its th wrong place ! Ahaha.
So trained t Raffles place.
This one not so good :\ sheesh.
Afterwhich both of us left for Bugis !
Bought more lovely earrings (:
I reserved my jeans, Shir got hers alr.
So we spotted many lovely clothes today.
NEED MONEYYYY ):

Did hanging of th laundry nd vacuuming.
Yet she still complain I do nothing.
I asked about my hair t be coloured she says t wait
Then I asked her about th vacancies she says tmr.
Fuck luhh.
I'm tired alrights ):

There's another tomorrow. Oh wells.
I can't find any suitable one.
Wasting my time nd money.

herTORMENTED heart
11:41 AM

Jonne. Haha okay.
Melody. Bengz ! Yes I did it haha. Want t see ? Hey th girl's mine, hands off lol.

Shopping yesterday was enjoyable :DD
Then marmi had t leave for work alr.
Walked around th place, got pretty bored.

Anw, we bought dresses EHEHHHEH.
Think it's sweet luhh. I like.
Okay th picture is horrible. Stupid face.
Mine's pink nd brown.
I yearning t get more (though I may look awful).

Chinatown wasn't really good ? Oh wells.
Didn't know where t get my belt >:(
Nd our shoes ! Can't find.
Bought th mix&match for diy though.
I'll show my necklace soon.
Went t Bugis nd there's this super fashion thing going on.
Bought another pair of denims with Cindy (:

So like we were training home ?
There was this 2 indian mama sisters who came in.
Ahh. So INFURIATING.
They kept pushing us away nd that one.
That yellow shirt one stomped on my feet !
Like fuck man. She didn't even apologise when I screammedd.
Nd they also gripped th pole,
more likely gripping our hands.
EEEEEWWW PLEASE.

Haven't gotten Jayne's nd sister's present.
I have no idea what t get for them as well.
I NEED A JOB SERIOUSLY.
Hunting. Anyone ?
(No one wants B&J with me :\)

Entries with peektures are love.
Going shopping with heels is a PAINFUL experience.
Updating again ltr, off t church now.

-//

Okay I was so very late for church haha.
Tampines equivalent t boring.
Went dinner at block85. FOOD !
Chicken pork nd mutton satays.
Bbq wings nd carrot cake.
I didn't get my ba chor mee ! Awww.
Jaslyn promised t bring me t Simpang (:
I was telling her that we MUST go shopping together.
It better be soon, lovely !
Nd I get t choose her clothes for her. Yum.
Lol. I can't wait luhh.

Reached home late.
Feel like cursing now, can't stand it.

herTORMENTED heart
5:32 PM

Shir. For you I will. Haha. Thnks so much for th mash potato.
Beefy. Don't worry, it's not your fault. It's just me. Haa.
Angela. Thnks alot babe. Btw, that's a nice dress in your blog.
Kai. I meant those chewing gums !
Jeanette. Why KK ? Whyyyyy.

Still blogging, nd I'd better do it more often, I know.
My blogging style changed again.

Wednesday was a free time ?
Chicken rice was yummy (: Fruits nd pockys too.
Studied at th foodcourt myself. Quite productive.
I managed t read th text in a few hours. Lol.
Amath yesterday went horrible. So did Pure Chemistry.
Feel like screaminggg. Gah.
Th good thing is that it's al over now.
One last paper on th 20th Nov !
Only by then will I not waste cab fares.

So met up with them at Tampines for dinner.
Thnks for th marshmellows (:
We went t Cartel's for desserts.
I tied a cherry knot again HAHAHA.
It took quite some time luhh.

Binged like th usual. Going out ltr with girlfriend.
I must not anyhow spennndddd :\
Since I don't even have enough cash too.

Happy birthday Cassan !

herTORMENTED heart
2:26 AM

Chener. Hope so. Go out soon ya (:
Charzzy. HAHA ! It's yummilicious. You must try.
Ying. Yeap a regular, she even commented on your video. Don't worry I won't alr (:
Jeanette. Woah thnks. Maybe you want t show me first ? Hahaha.
Kai. What idiot ? Just throw it over lol. Haha, I think I'm doing fine.

Out with Shir on Monday.
We had our Korean food at Downtown.
YUMMY LUHH.
Sandwiches at Han's in the evening.
Fell asleep before studying.

Opened a private blog. Words from th heart.

Looking like a messy little girl today.
Amath ppr 1 was blah.
I think I saw Marcus ? Hahaha.
He still looks good.
Then snacked at Cafe Galilee with th two.
She suddenly asked me about my Os.
FOR TH FIRST TIME OKAY.
I had nothing much t say so I just shrugged.
Have to read my Pure Chemistry text now.

If you had taken a look at my pprs, you would then understand. Even if I don't land into ITE, obviously no one would want to take up a course in a poly that is not very good right ?

Shan't elaborate further.
I'm a dull person with horrible bloggings.
Nobody would be sincerely interested anw.

herTORMENTED heart
6:40 PM

Jonne. Yeap. Tried.
Chener. Saw you ytd. Haha ! Funny meh, aiyo. So who's blog is nicer ? Hahaha.
Kai. Hello ! Everything's a mess. Anw, I want my chewing gum ! Lol. Both of you found each other at a site right ?
Cindy. Yeap (:
Shir. What are you laughing at HAHA.

Didn't complete my English.
Physics had many careless mistakes.
Chose th wrong question for Geography.
Emath is so out of point. Th whole of section B.

20 points nd above. Karen told me not t go ITE because everyone will look down on me straightaway, nd I might get influenced. No one told me that before, HAHA. (Thnks anw) Jayne said that nursing courses would be lyk cleaning shit nd al. (Wtf ?) I won't want that. Jaslyn added that there are other courses available but they are like technicians nd al which people wouldn't consider going (I have nothing t say).

Went Yk's place on Thursday night, reached home around 7am :\
Went Shir's place on Friday evening, reached home past midnight :\
I think I'm so retarhded at times.

Ps. Shir's computer is so UNIQUE ?
It taught me an impt value : Patience.

I saw a Malay wedding a few blocks near my home. It was so nice ! There was like this Dj person playing music, then there were quite a number of people, nd al those yummy food. How I wish I could join them. Lol.

Roti pratas with milopeng.
Ljs combo meals.
Bbq food.
Korean set meals.
Charsiew rice is th LOVE.

Binged a lot.

herTORMENTED heart
10:00 AM

Kimberly. Thnks partner (: you too. Loves.
Beefy. SUPER. I hope so then.
Cindy. I think so too haha. But we like whatt. Lol.
Chener. Thnks. Ahahah yeap. Remember okays !

A minute before 7th November ends !
Shall message Agnes now.
Happy Sweet 16.

I had a very nice slp last night.
Haven't been using the air-conditioner for days.
Like wow. Th weather's so cold. Haha.
Had a dream, so coincidental.
Right, Cindy ? Moon ? :DD

Think I'm going t give up on th Os alr.
Nobody's helping me much.
I've only have that one humanities,
but it got screwed.
I cringe at th word ITE.
Anw.
Out with Cindy today afternoon.
Binged so many nights.
It's t be come t a hault !
Otherwise I reaalllyy will become a SUMO.

What hurts the most was being so close.

Thnks Elle Geng Chener for the Eng notes (:

Okay. She found out that I peeked at her blog recently.
HAHAHAHA.
Hey sister ! Here's something for you.
I know you can't help it,
but just love t read my blog right.
I think mine's much more better than yours luhh.
Lol.
So you had to open your stupid mouth nd tell marmi.
You think you are so good ?
You nd your gayyyness hair.

Hi mum.

herTORMENTED heart
11:59 AM

Omg. Don't read the previous entry alr.
A story that's al I guess.
So much t say-.

Agnes. See how. We'll burn books !
Ying. I miss having korean food together.
Angela. Haha, relinked. Thnks, you too.
Jeanette. I LOVE YOUUU. Haha.
Lydia. So sweet. Thnks little girl.
Shir. Well (: I hope I still have you.
Melle. Thnks. Loves.

Met up with Chener for 3 consecutive days ?
Hahaha, she's nice (:
HI ELLE ! lalalaaa.

Cabbed t school AGAIN.
Put it nicely, th taxi uncle drives differently.
In awful terms,
HE FUCKING CHEATED MY TIME & MONEY.
KNNBCCB.
I had to control my anger.
Fine, he's an old man who's contributing t th society.
Lol.
Emath ? I don't know. I hope it's okay.
SS ? It killed me. I was dead then.
Do you know a girl who left 1 qn of SBQ blanked ?
Nd everything was senseless answers with no links ?
Me.

Thnks t Denyse, Syy & Beefy (:
For my birthday stuffs. Love you girls.

I can't study at home. Really.
Televisions blasting. Room too comfy.
Take me somewhere else I won't mind.

* ; crashed . &heart; &screammmm says:
helpppppp. i think i died
misspoon* says:
saving saving
* ; crashed . &heart; &screammmm says:
drowning drowning
misspoon* says:
floating. i jus threw a float

I can go t Cindy's home today !
I love her nd she knows :DD
I shall stay late past midnight no matter what.
BANGALA STAY AWAYY. Ahbish !

herTORMENTED heart
5:34 PM

I've had a complicated past.

Let me share with you a story.

Once there lived a ragdoll, a very naive one. She wasn't th type of girl guys would fall for, she didn't have a pretty face. But a knight came nd they got t know each other nd developed feelings. Ragdoll knew of another friend as well, she treated him like a big brother. But things messed up, pranks hurt knight. It was hard t trust again, no matter what. Knight promised a letter before, but decided not t sent it out t ragdoll after what happened. She was fucking sad nd al. Years. They were so close, so close t sparks. Yet they never had a chance to be together in th end. About a year passed since, she met into a partner, someone who shared some similarities with her. They had many messagings nd talks on th hfone, despite her bills. They got together after, but ragdoll realised he wasn't th one she was looking for. Partner was too possessive like a nightmare. Partner can be a desperado. Ragdoll always had t let him have his ways. On Vday, partner couldn't even be bothered t put in effort. Feelings faded. Ragdoll decided t leave him. She was shocked by this relationship she never wanted. One fine day, prince charming walked into her life. He had th looks nd al, ragdoll fell for him. He promised t teach her how t play pool one day. They had cute nicknames for each other, everything was so sweet. Too sweet t be true, she always had this thinking that she wasn't good enough for him. Prince charming asked for her hand so many times, but ragdoll, afraid of the history repeating, didn't give him affirmation. So prince charming told her he didn't mind, "loving someone doesn't mean need t be with her". Friends assured, so ragdoll wanted t try. But somehow after weeks without messaging, prince charming told her he had another girl. It was al so sudden. Maybe there isn't such a thing called waiting ? Ragdoll was heartbroken, but she was happy for prince charming. At least someone she loved, found happiness. Then, she got t know a rich guy, he was quite a sweet person. Really. There was once ragdoll's nd guy's train passed each other nd they didn't know. He wanted to find her but she always make up excuses. Guy would talk t her nd accompany her till late hours. But then she found out he had many other girls too. Ragdoll didn't feel secure. She felt like she was being played with like a toy. Nd he didn't rmb special days. So she initiated a breakup. Sadly they never met up before, nd perhaps never will have t. Soon enough, * popped into ragdoll's life as well. Actually, ragdoll somehow noticed * before. So then, ragdoll nd * had lots of fun being together. They had these rings but careless ragdoll dropped it somewhere. She cried so much, * understood nd told her its okay. But ragdoll knows that he is sad about it. Neoprints. Cheesecakes. Parks. Cab rides home. Less smoking. He made her felt so loved like a princess, nd they loved each other so. Just that they didn't know how t communicate well enough ? More like ragdoll didn't show how much she loved him. She kept wondering what when wrong when they didn't message each other for weeks. She only knew how t wait. It was so long. Regrets. Times she cried, times she asked her friends what t do. She even went t th park nd graffitied, made the short video etc. Will * know ? A sudden night, he initiated t part. That's how the relationship ended. So very quickly. Nd this, was a relationship she truly loved. Ragdoll had her heart broken nd stabbed, the tears falled. Even up till now, though only a short period together, everything around brings back memories-.

Haha please laugh. Now goodnight. It was a long bedtime story. Though I summarised a lot. No studies again today, tmr luhh. I'm so tired.
(Want to hear more ? I doubt)

Natalie is so fat ): th weighing scale went bonkers.

--//

Friends. Who can I rely on ?
I've cried t myself so many times.
I thought it was better t share.
I messaged nd al.
But no ones there.
For me.

herTORMENTED heart
11:36 PM

I had a sweet dream on October the effing 24th. Yet it was only a dream.

Still feeling sick nd al. I ended sleeping th whole night before my first ppr. So, Biology turned out horrible (though I said it was okay). It was so unexpected for us ? Yes. I held back my tears.

Went t church with Jaslyn yesterday. Had ljs too, yumyums. My sore throat got worse.

Awoke late in the afternoon, bad headaches. Lazy t get out of th house. I only ate my korean noodles today. Then got stuck to th computer screen. No studying, perhaps tomorrow.

I so LOVE myself luhh.
I'm a happy girl.
I'd never do anything bad.
I have so many good friends.
I've got everything I wanted.
I don't have t envy or get jealous of.
I always mug hard.
In my life, there's never such a thing as regret.
& I don't miss him.

I've lied so many times in this entry.

But one thing is for sure.
I've alr given up (:

Look at this photograph. Everytime I do it makes me laugh. Everytime I do it makes me-.

[Edit]
`fai/zÂL ` If we could live without a care says:
i want to cook ur hair
* ; nat headaches&flu&sorethroat. ♥&screammmm says:
i want to bake ur smile
`fai/zÂL ` If we could live without a care says:
nat today got any story ?
* ; nat headaches&flu&sorethroat. ♥&screammmm says:
oh title : FAI'S BAKED SMILE

Ahah this hottie makes me (:
Super.
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herTORMENTED heart
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